Monday, October 8, 2012

notes on a crazy, awesome weekend (:



This weekend was SO crazy. Honestly.
Sometimes in life, all the greatest things happen all at once.
Then, when all these great things happen, all the weirdest little problems come up.
It's like my mind and emotions get so filled up and focused on all the awesome things
 that it slackens & sometimes totally spaces out on normal life
 and I forget to do, or do random things, I usually wouldn't forget or do.
That was a confusing sentence, but hopefully it got the idea across, haha.
What I basically  mean to say is, my life is awesome! But the weirdest, most random problems have been popping up!
 I tried writing about all the crazy things that happened, 
but my writing was turning way too long & detailed.
Nobody needs to read a novel about my life, haha.
So, basically, these things happened:
I ate breakfast with a nice, friendly Australian guy.
I found I've developed a problem at school -
Whenever I talk to a handsome guy, I look at his face while I talk to him, and then I just start feeling super happy. And then I start grinning, and get this urge to just laugh a happy laugh. And I'm sure I'm smiling with this gigant, silly smile on my face, while I'm talking to him, because I just feel so joyful inside. How silly is that? Haha.
Despite my newly acquired weird habit, or maybe because of it haha, my dating life is virtually nonexistent right now... so I guess it doesn't really matter. But it's pretty weird!
Anyways. That happened recently.
Then my contact fell out during my math test, so I completed it half blind.
A giant, freaky bug crawled right in front of me during the test, but I prevailed in successfully finishing the math problems despite the inconvenient distraction.
 I lost my dorm key, so I had zero access to my room - or replacement contacts.
Luckily I had my glasses & all my weekend necessities in my trunk
(thanks to some inspiration that morning - tender mercies everywhere in my life!)
 I drove home - through the breathtakingly beautiful country hills -
barely in the nick of time for Adam's baptism.
That was such an awesome experience (:
 It was so sweet seeing him get baptized, and being able to see him feel the Spirit
and feel so happy on that day. He is such a great little brother (: I have the greatest family.
I watched the Avengers, with the brothers and sisters. Awesome.
Then I woke up and watched conference.
Wow.
I mean, anyone mildly aware of the LDS community I'm sure has heard the news
Virtually every LDS girl on facebook has declared her intentions to go on a mission by now, haha
But the fact that I could go on a mission now is, in an understated word, quite exciting (:
I'm going to start doing the work to see what I can do to prepare, and see if it's the right thing for me.
I feel like it's a really great path
It's hard to explain the feeling I got when I heard, but I just felt so excited and happy and knew that what President Monson was saying was directed from God.
 My testimony was strengthened, and I feel more strongly converted to the gospel then I have for a long time.
So many of my prayers were answered,
including things I've been struggling with and asking and pondering about for a long time.
 Especially about school, and the paths I'm taking for my life...
So it was just incredible.
Conference is always so good,  but I don't think I've been so strongly immersed and overwhelmed with the Spirit & the messages as I have in that one, ha.
 It was so awesome!
More than words.
Seriously. Ha.
So then I came back to my cute little home in SVU on Sunday, and watched the last few sessions-
which were equally profound and uplifting and inspiring as the ones before.
Conference went so quickly.
That night, I still didn't have my room key.
I watched Hercules with my friends.
And then I was locked out of my dorm,
So I decided to go for a drive, to kill the time.
10 minutes down the road, not even off campus, I got my first ticket.
Parked in front of the library, where everyone could see me and the flashing blue lights and the two serious, tough cops talking to me.
 Including some of my other friends, of course.
Ticketed for not stopping completely at a stop sign.
Luckily, it's a really small ticket. They were really nice about it, & I'm grateful ha.
 I will definitely be more careful driving!
It's the worst feeling in the world getting pulled over, I always feel so guilty!
Anyways.
Today, I got my room key again.
And got the picture retaken on it, so my hair isn't sticking straight up (:
It's an improvement.
So life is back to it's not as hectic normalcy.
But my mind is still recovering from the amazingly spiritual, mentally overloaded, busy weekend.
This morning in class I raised my hand to add some insight to a question the professor had asked.
As soon as he called on me, my brain was so tired that I just completely spaced.
I thought about what I was going to say, stammered, said um, apologized and told him I was tired, wondered why I was saying these things & apologizing, while he looked at me incredulously the whole time, and I finally spit out my point to the argument.
It was just embarrassing, haha.
All day I have been so out of it, and the weirdest things have come out of my mouth.
But, oh well. Tonight I'm off to bed, and I'll get a great night sleep.
My post major spiritual experience & busy-weekend-overloaded mind will settle down, get some rest, and be able to think clearly in normal life again. So it will be good (:
And.. that's another day in the life.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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